It was interesting to watch Brian try to walk into the hotel. Somehow they got past all the fans after only signing a few autographs. Then they were inside and Kevin was checking them in before handing out room keys. The entire time they waited Brian stood with his duffel bag held discreetly in front of him. The sight had AJ smirking to himself.
The evil look Brian shot him as they stepped into the elevator had AJ chuckling. He got a funny look from Howie for that but he shook his head and his friend backed off.
Everyone was tired already so when they hit their floor it didn’t take long for them all to separate to their own rooms. With everyone gone to their own rooms, Brian wasted no time in grabbing AJ’s arm and yanking him inside of their room. He kicked the door shut behind him and dropped his bag before stepping into the hall where AJ was waiting for him. He walked right up to his lover, for a moment unable to find words. They were alone in the hotel room and Brian knew exactly what he wanted to do.
AJ cracked a smile, a quick flash of teeth before he leaned forward and captured Brian's lips in a heated kiss. He parted his lips and took Brian's bottom lip between his own, giving it a hard suck before sliding his tongue into his mouth. Brian's tongue greeted his passionately, which made him moan into their kiss.
Brian grabbed hold of AJ's shirt and pulled him close, deepening their kiss. He could feel his erection pressing against the crotch of his jeans, making him moan again, and he knew that he had to get out of them soon.
"AJ" Brian mumbled into AJ's mouth. There was so much more he wanted to say, to beg for, but the state of arousal he was in, that he had been in, seemed to be melting away his ability for speech.
Teasingly, AJ broke their kiss and licked his lips. He’d purposely teased Brian, hoping at best for some quick sex somewhere. But since they were sharing a room he knew he’d be able to get what he wanted, as much as he wanted. He touched both hands to Brian's chest and ran them slowly down to his hips. Knowing how horny he had Brian already made it more fun to be slow and teasing. Brian was having none of it.
"I want you, AJ." Brian whispered hungrily. The passion in his eyes was blazing brightly. He could feel AJ's cock against his own, just as hard as he was. He wanted to stop playing, but he also knew that when AJ got in this mood there was no stopping him.
Without speaking, AJ leaned forward for another kiss. This time it was anything but gentle. Brian moaned against his mouth and moved his hands to the front of AJ’s shirt, unfastening it button by button until he could slip it off his shoulders. Impatiently he pushed it off, letting it drop to the floor.
AJ pulled away from the kiss once again, enjoying the low growl that Brian gave him. God, he loved it when Brian was like this. Loved getting him to that hot and horny point where he forgot all about being nice and just let his passion rule him. He flashed him the grin that Brian loved so much and slowly peeled his wife beater off his body. It joined his over shirt on the floor.
Brian couldn't take his eyes off of AJ’s tight stomach and chest. He couldn’t keep the grin off his face as he let his gaze travel from head to toe. God, but AJ was delicious look. Brian stepped back and unfastened his own pants, letting them drop down to his ankles. As he stepped out of them he watched as AJ did the same thing.
"You enjoy teasing me?" Brian asked him in a voice gone husky with passion.
"Hell yeah." AJ answer was quick and blunt.
"I think you do this just so I’ll get a little rough with you." The humor in Brian’s voice mixed with the desire had AJ shivering. Oh yeah, his partner knew him well. Even though it’d only been a day since they’d had sex he felt as if it’d been forever. There was nothing he wanted more than to have Brian lose control and have that little rough side of him come out. He didn’t answer Brian’s comment, simply let his smirk grow.
Brian stepped forward, an evil gleam in his eyes that had AJ shivering again. When skin touched skin Brian still kept walking, backing him toward the wall. AJ couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think beyond those beautiful blue eyes that seemed to be on fire. No one had ever looked at him quite the way that Brian did.
When he had AJ backed against the wall Brian finally leaned in, biting at AJ’s earlobe. “Is that what you want, Alex?” he whispered against his ear. “You looking to get it a little rough tonight?”
The feel of Brian’s mouth on his ear, and then his breath blowing across the wet spot his mouth had left behind took all words from AJ’s mouth. He couldn’t answer, could only moan lightly and arch against his lover’s body. A quick thrill ran through him when Brian suddenly grabbed his hips and spun him around to face the wall. Automatically AJ braced his hands against the wall, turning his head so his cheek rested there.
"Are you?" Brian growled to him, his hands coming down to squeeze AJ’s ass. He couldn’t help but push his hips back against the sensation. It always turned him on when Brian took charge, and when he talked dirty to him.
"Oh god" AJ shivered. "Yes, Bri. Yes!"
"Good."
Brian kissed AJ's shoulder, nipping and licking his way up to AJ’s neck, an area he knew turned the younger man on to no end. He couldn’t resist from sucking lightly, even knowing it would leave a small love mark there. AJ jumped slightly as Brian bit the skin, then soothed it with his tongue. He felt himself growing harder, if that was possible.
"Brian" Begging shamelessly, AJ pushed his hips back. He needed to feel Brian inside of him. “I need you now, God, right fucking now. Quit teasing me.”
"Oh you mean like you were teasing me?"
“Fuck, Bri, fuck me.” He abandoned all pride and rolled his hips in an effort to entice Brian into giving him what he wanted. What he needed. In response he suddenly felt Brian right at his entrance, pushing just his head in. "Oh my god" AJ gasped. He tried to push himself back but Brian held his hips in place. "Fuck, please, more!"
"Begging already?" Brian smirked as he tried to fight to keep himself still. "What do you want?" He pulled back and pushed in again, just barely letting himself slide inside.
AJ could barely take the torture. "Jesus fuck just fuck me, now!"
"You asked for it." It was all the warning that Brian gave him. Then his fingers were gripping AJ’s hips and he rammed his cock deep inside him all at once. The both of them gasped and then moaned. AJ shifted his feet, getting better braced, his hips already trying to move. “God, Bri, don’t just fucking stand there! Move!”
"You feel so fucking good." Brian moaned. He kept a tight grip on AJ’s hips and gave him what he wanted. What they both wanted. The pace he set was hard and fast, smacking AJ against the wall with the force of his thrusts. AJ had to bite his lip to keep from screaming out his passion. His body rocked back into Brian’s just as rough, just as needy.
Neither of them could speak anymore. They rode the wave of passion as it rose higher and higher. Between the feeling of Brian reaming his ass and his cock sliding against the wall over and over AJ knew he wasn’t going to last long. He could tell by the force of Brian’s thrusts that he was close, too.
Purposely AJ clenched and unclenched his body, wanting to bring Brian to that final peak with him. AJ felt his orgasm coming and balled his hands into fists against the wall in an effort to keep his moaning down and to hold in the scream that was building. Then Brian leaned down and bit the back of his shoulder right as his cock tapped AJ’s prostate and he was lost. His orgasm hit him like a fist almost at the same time that Brian started to convulse and gasp behind him.
If it wasn’t for Brian’s hand suddenly coming up and covering AJ’s mouth tightly he would have screamed his passion for everyone to hear. As it was he had to bite down slightly on Brian’s finger to keep it inside as he shot his load against the wall.
Neither one of them could stay upright when they were done. Weakly they collapsed to the floor and laid there, wrapped in each other’s arms. It was a while before they could speak. Brian was the first one to regain both his voice and movement. He looked around the hotel room and then started chuckling. “Fuck, we didn’t even make it halfway in the room, Age.”
The two men looked around and then started to laugh. “If the others knew what kind of a freak you were, Rok, it would amaze them.” AJ told him happily. “Taking me against the wall like an animal.”
“Rawr.” Brian made a hand like a claw and swatted it at AJ, making the both of them laugh again. “They wouldn’t believe you, anyways. I’m the good boy of the group.”
“Good boy! Shit.”
AJ was starting to climb to his feet and had to laugh when Brian smacked his ass in return for that comment. Once he was standing he looked down at his flushed, very satisfied lover. “You are good, I’ve got to give you credit for that.” He teased with a wink.
Sitting up, Brian’s eyes seemed to focus on something. Following his gaze, AJ noticed the bruises forming on his hips. He couldn’t help smirking at that. God, he loved that he could get Brian to lose control that way. It was so exciting and at the same time it was a boost for his ego. To think that Brian, beautiful Brian, found him that attractive. It amazed him.
“You’ll be a little tender round the waist for a while.” After seeing AJ smile at the bruises Brian had visibly relaxed.
“Yeah, in other places too. Trust me, well worth it.”
That said, AJ moved to one of the beds and flopped down in it. He started to move around, rucking the blankets up and making it look all kinds of messed up. Curious, Brian climbed to his feet and stared at him. “What’re you doing, Alexander?”
“Mussing up my bed so it looks like I slept in it.”
The logic of that had Brian nodding. But he couldn’t resist teasing him. “Who said you were sleeping with me? You have cold feet, you know!”
“Well how the hell else will I keep them warm? I’ve got to sleep with you.” AJ propped himself up on his elbows to grin at his boyfriend. “You don’t want to be responsible for my feet falling off from frostbite!”
“God forbid!” The laughter inside of Brian finally bubbled out. “I guess I’ll have to get you thick woolen socks for the nights I’m not there.”
That put an instant damper on the mood. AJ felt it hit him all at once exactly how little they were going to be able to be around one another the way they had grown used to. Yet again he found himself thinking that it would be so much easier if they just told everyone about them. The idea of spending the next year sneaking around was not an appealing one.
What he felt must have showed on his face because Brian quickly crossed the room to come and sit down with him. He grabbed AJ’s hands and laced their fingers together. “I know it seems so hard, Alex. But we can do this. We shouldn’t have to be rushed into telling them our business. When and what we say is our choice. Until then I know that we can make this work.”
“It’s just, it’s hard, Bri. I want to just be with you.” AJ looked down at their joined hands. He tried to keep himself from sounding like he was whining. “I’ve had you to myself for months now. I’ve gotten used to touching you when I want to, and flirting with you. To sitting around doing nothing and just having your arms around me. We won’t be able to do that now.”
“I know, baby, I know. It was hard for me not to just lean over and kiss you while Kevin was talking with us, or when we were wrestling. I’ve gotten used to having to you myself too.”
“I know we talked about this, but I guess I just didn’t realize it all until now.” Slightly embarrassed, AJ looked off to the side. He could feel tears building in his eyes. Jesus, first night on tour and he was already whining like a baby! Snap out of it, he told himself.
Brian’s warm hand let go of his, moving to cup his cheek. Gently he turned AJ until their eyes met. At the sight of the tears swimming in AJ’s eyes, Brian leaned in and kissed him softly, gently. “We can do this. We’ve got it all planned out, baby. It’s not forever. Remember?”
They had built a plan together. First they were going to tell his mom because they both agreed she would probably be the easiest. She loved AJ with all of her heart and had never turned her back on him for any reason before. After that they would tell Brian’s family. Next would come the band. From there they would decide when they would ever want to tell the fans.
“Yeah.” AJ’s voice was soft. He sniffled slightly. “Would you just, well, lay with me for a while?”
A smile curved Brian’s lips. The look he wore was so full of love that it went straight to AJ’s heart. He felt his own smile build when Brian stood and swept him into his arms. Anyone else might have been surprised to see that AJ not only allowed it, but laid his head on Brian’s shoulder and snuggled in. The tears alone would have surprised them already.
But around Brian he didn’t have to be constantly tough. Oh, he generally was, as it was really part of his personality. But he didn’t have to if he didn’t want to. He was free to be soft, to be romantic or sentimental or upset. Brian was always there for him, just as he was always there for Brian.
With a gentle touch Brian lay AJ down before climbing in beside him. He leaned in and kissed the back of AJ’s neck as he wrapped AJ up in his arms. “I love you, Alex.”
“I love you, Bri.”